"Sugar! Sugar! What are you going to do?"
"I don't know!"
That is my standard answer to things these days. I don't know. I don't have any goals. I'm floating along for now and seeing what happens.
I am enjoying not keeping up with things. It is lovely.
I am still fighting the good fight for all my haulers out there to get contracts increased to the max load for a Charon. No more wasted space!
And I undocked an alt and wandered off to get money. I just don't feel like doing anything with Sugar. She should be doing something productive and the thought of accessing and moving my stuff is just such a weight right now. The more mature approach is to just blow it all off and do something else.
And that is how I wound up doing the tutorial missions for money. The sucky thing is that skills have changed. My alt is old. She wasn't getting the starter skill books anymore which is why I wandered off to do the tutorial. It sucks because her skills are super dumb and useless.
But, do not fear. She now has two million ISK. That's right. Suck it! Enough to buy her some starter skill books and learn how to shoot a autocannon or two.
I'm hot shit. Hull upgrades here I come.
And I got a Venture! The world is amazingly simple when you have some veldspare in your hangar.
I may not know what I am or who I am anymore, but I do remember some of the basics. From here, we will see where things go. No rush. No worries. No responsibilities.
But maybe again... the adventure.