I decided, when I realized that I didn't have a single T1 cruiser fit and ready to go, that I was a terrible person. I don't think I've ever not had ships ready and I was embarrassed when I grabbed a Zealot instead of an Omen and had to go put it away. I totally understand how that happened to Roigon now. With no other T1 cruiser fit I undocked a Jaguar because its a mini-cruiser. Honest.
It was a quiet night and we were randomly going to spar with one of Capital Punishment's fleets because, why not? That's how I wound up undocked and in battle. I learned that I am terribly, terrible rusty. I managed to fly off in the wrong direction at one point, burn out my MWD at another, and almost bring the aforementioned Zealot as well.
I was very rusty, but it felt good. I think I'm starting to reach a balance.
I do, however, have to put some time into refitting and getting my ships back up to par. I think it will be a good summer.