Wednesday, March 13, 2013

Spreadsheets

I was taught spreadsheets last night and they ate my brain.

Real spreadsheets that calculate things. For Eve.  For a project that needs real spreadsheets to keep track of its size.  And its a small project.

It hurts.

I hurt.

Maybe I'll have words again one day.  For now my head feels full of cotton and dull  as a grimy brick in the sewer.  I think my creativity was injured.  I just stared at some of the drafts I was working on and closed them.  Something is broken inside.  I hope it heals.

Broken - Seether and Amy Lee

2 comments:

  1. EVE Online or: How I learned to Stop Worrying and Love the Spreadsheets.

    Funnily enough, my EVE industry projects were also what finally motivated me to learn spreadsheets, after having dodged them successfully for years IRL. And in the right context and in small doses, I have to admit that they can be quite nifty (but that might be just my inner computer geek speaking - mastery of the machine and all that).

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